[What he wants... gods. He's been trying not to let himself think about that, because so much of what he's wanted goes against whatever's good or desired by other people and that would be truly selfish. He has to rethink a lot these days, and the answer's been evading him.
He exhales a held breath after a long silence, tilting his head to bump it against hers. What do you want.]
I wanna stop feeling like this... but there's no easy fix for it.
[He can't magically make himself un-hurt, he can't roll back the damage dealt on either side, he can't force an apology for the right thing. He... should work on wanting something a little more realistic.]
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He exhales a held breath after a long silence, tilting his head to bump it against hers. What do you want.]
I wanna stop feeling like this... but there's no easy fix for it.
[He can't magically make himself un-hurt, he can't roll back the damage dealt on either side, he can't force an apology for the right thing. He... should work on wanting something a little more realistic.]