[ It's a troubling revelation, implying that his will and/or personality is being impeded by a force greater than him.
However, she's immeasurably grateful to hear that whatever influences him to be so self-sacrificing, it isn't completely taken over him. Which means... there can be a balance. (Rather, she hopes there can be.) Pyra looks at Carbuncle. ]
I'm.... Not sure.
Have you ever felt as if-- when you mentioned you >wish to live, as if you were hitting a wall of some sort, fighting against that thought? Or, ah, even now, when thinking of not being hurt, like there was something [ She fumbles a bit, struggling to come up with an idea of how any of this might work, whatever imposition the crystal or Bahamut placed on him. ] automatically countering those wants?
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However, she's immeasurably grateful to hear that whatever influences him to be so self-sacrificing, it isn't completely taken over him. Which means... there can be a balance. (Rather, she hopes there can be.) Pyra looks at Carbuncle. ]
I'm.... Not sure.
Have you ever felt as if-- when you mentioned you >wish to live, as if you were hitting a wall of some sort, fighting against that thought? Or, ah, even now, when thinking of not being hurt, like there was something [ She fumbles a bit, struggling to come up with an idea of how any of this might work, whatever imposition the crystal or Bahamut placed on him. ] automatically countering those wants?