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єяα ☉ ωαrrισr σf ℓιghт ([personal profile] astralera) wrote in [personal profile] carbungle 2021-03-22 08:31 pm (UTC)

What do you mean 'kind of a whole thing'? I'm curious now.

[ There are a few false starts, neatly crossed out, and a blot of ink where she left her quill to the page for too long. ]

My tail is embarrassing and I will try to control it better. I'm still learning who I am, and I'm not sure I like what I've learned thus far. I don't want others to see.

It is nothing important, really.

I was texting with him and speaking of something that made me nervous. When he commented on my speech I thought he was implying I was being polite for my own personal gain, so I tried to clarify. I believe I may have been too formal and cautious, as I don't know him well enough to know how to be casual. I also am well aware his boyfriend could not think more poorly of me, which is another factor I couldn't put from my mind.

I suspect we will have no further communications, so I suppose it is irrelevant now. It just caught me by surprise. When I am no longer angry at Hades I may seek his input on what I misinterpreted so I can learn from my mistake.

Gladio is very protective, and his boyfriend needs that protection. Perhaps it is a bit excessive, but they are a balance to each other and I believe that is good. To have that stability is important in this place. I hold no ill will for them. I simply disrupt their balance, and so I will keep my distance.


How has your dad been?

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