I trust you to do your best. But even if I trust you, I would not be doing my due diligence if I did not make it abundantly clear how much danger I am in until the battle is over.
I am not emphasizing the importance of caution because she and I don't get along, or because of trust or a lack thereof, but because I promised my husband I will not die.
I understand. youve made it clear. i wouldnt tell her something that would put your life at risk. i just cant walk out the door pretending things are fine only to come back a mess to explain my lie later. we both have conditions. i dont think they clash.
if you trust me to do this, then trust me. if you dont, then dont. i just wasnt going to lie to you, either.
I was not telling you to lie, just that if you must discuss any emotional discomfort leading up to the event that it will need to be with another involved party.
I will still be anxious no matter how much I trust you. It is not a reflection upon you as I am also anxious about all other parties involved — including Ardbert.
if it helps u relax any its worth saying that im the sort of idiot who doesnt forward-prep for trauma i just kind of deal with it after the fact so that stuff is 100% not gonna come out until later. which is..... not a great pattern of behaviour granted but convenient in this case
and also like. not the most important thing in this whole deal
I will make sure my body is obscured as much as possible. I am not sure if my soul will be corporeal or not, but it is a possibility and may make things more comfortable for everyone.
The most important thing is that Hades is freed, though I will still do my utmost to keep my promise to Ardbert.
Knowing I am doing what I can to minimize any discomfort and inconvenience for everyone is what will make it much easier for me. I have already asked everyone for far too much.
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So you should understand why you have to be very careful with what you choose to say.
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I am not emphasizing the importance of caution because she and I don't get along, or because of trust or a lack thereof, but because I promised my husband I will not die.
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if you trust me to do this, then trust me. if you dont, then dont. i just wasnt going to lie to you, either.
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I will still be anxious no matter how much I trust you. It is not a reflection upon you as I am also anxious about all other parties involved — including Ardbert.
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if it helps u relax any its worth saying that im the sort of idiot who doesnt forward-prep for trauma i just kind of deal with it after the fact so that stuff is 100% not gonna come out until later. which is..... not a great pattern of behaviour granted but convenient in this case
and also like. not the most important thing in this whole deal
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The most important thing is that Hades is freed, though I will still do my utmost to keep my promise to Ardbert.
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stay alive & we'll deal w/ it
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just try to imagine urself in our shoes & think about what would be important to u if we were asking this favour
that said im good to go whenever u need.
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I will send a message to everyone a few hours before the scheduled time.