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[He could agree; he could say that it's plenty, that he feels better, and it wouldn't be untrue. He does feel better, but she so often manages that just by existing in his orbit. But enough?]

No, [he answers without really thinking about it, but when he does pause to think, he finds nothing disagreeable about it. He... wants to keep going. He wants to distract her, make her happy. His hands shift around behind her, keeping her from shifting away too far.] We can do better, right?

[He won't drag her, but he suspects what he's wondered since last time they were intimate- that she's holding back for his sake, because he's a mess and uncertain and never knows what the hell he wants to do with himself besides not screw up. But she'll be happy even if he does, won't she? He can screw up and try again and she won't judge him, she'll guide him and laugh with him and... he trusts her. She's even seen his ugly parts and not minded.

He leans in, bumping his nose to hers, tilting towards her lips to invite her back in for another kiss, trying to gauge what she wants instead of what she's holding back.]

[ Do better... does this mean--

His hands move upon her body, and she feels warmth bloom up to her cheeks, a feeling of excitement rushing through her. She shifts her weight back against him, and this is when his lips find hers again. Accepting both kiss and touch, Pyra goes a step farther to reciprocate with sharing her taste with him. She makes a soft, pleased sound against his mouth, one of both relief and want, like she's been waiting for this, waiting for his permission for more, for him to indicate he wants more, that he's okay with more exploration.

Architect, how she's missed this-- kissing him, holding him, being this close and flush to him, being able to have a hand run down his side, trying to feel the shape of his body over his shirt, while the other hooks over around his neck to run her hands through his hair. What she wants is anything he has to give and more, as well as a very, very strong desire to give to him in return....

Enough that she'll take the initiative, pressing a hand upon his chest to push against him, wanting him to fall backward upon the couch. There, she thinks. There she can do more to him. ]

[He's lost in the kiss for a long moment, a faint groaning noise bubbling up in his throat as her hand wanders. Her hand is warm, and it feels good wherever she touches him; he finds himself leaning into it, eager to experience whatever else she knows and wants to offer him. He's given himself time to breathe, to think about what is and isn't okay, and while he admittedly hadn't put a huge amount of thought into this aspect of their relationship, there have been genuine moments of pause where he thought this would be nice, actually. Here and now, he's wondering if maybe he just thinks way too much.

He halts when she tries to push him, though, breaking the kiss with a soft, embarrassed laugh. He has his suspicions about how this is going to end up, and while he thinks he might actually be ready, that doesn't mean he's going to lose himself in the process, or be a shitty housemate. He's... reasonably sure Prompto and Kaname never got down and dirty on the couch in the other house, so he's going to return the favour if he can manage it. He reaches down and twines their fingers together, tugging her up again.]

Not here, not here. Bedroom, please. If Prom walks in on us I will literally die.

[ She feels herself blush as they stop, feeling grateful for his pause. Unlike herself, it seems he doesn't become totally caught up in the moment where one kiss makes the entire world disappear and she forgets herself.

Bedroom. Bedroom by his suggestion, at that! A bedroom is better overall, too, with more space and a far more comfortable surface to--

Her hand squeezes his, and she bites lightly down upon her lower lip. ] O--okay.

[ With some effort, she pulls herself away from him to give him a tug down the hallway. She has no expectations on how this will go, or how far, only that this time, this time she wants to be the one to satisfy him. ]

[He allows himself to be led, curious at how he's starting to feel... excited, actually? Not so long ago the idea of doing this, exposing himself not just physically but emotionally, being bared, sharing his body and his inexperience... it had all felt far too daunting to even dare. He'd focused instead on her, how much he wanted to make her happy or feel good, and it'd worked at first but what he'd failed to do was establish that she's allowed to initiate things, too. He'd been waiting on her, and she'd been waiting on him, and somewhere in the middle they'd gotten lost in what could be.

Really, all he needed was to quit being such a damn coward about it and learn the way he always does- by doing, by practicing and allowing someone to guide him through the steps.

Once they're inside the bedroom he nudges the door shut with his foot and leans in to kiss her again, brief but indulgent, letting himself feel whatever the hell this new hunger was.]

So... your move? [She's allowed to push him now, and he'll follow along.]

[ The door shuts behind them with a small click, and when his lips leave hers, she's smiling up at him. ] How about... [ His permission is all that's needed for her to pull him towards her by the waist, away from the door, and for a small spin around towards the bed. ] the next ten moves? [ Or twenty, or thirty, or however many she can give him, especially if each kiss counts as one... not that she intends to actually let him count anything-- because if he does, that mean she's not doing this good enough.

There's a skip in her step as if they've just shared a small dance, and she slides her leg forward to wedge slightly between his, pushing him back so that his calves hit the foot of the bed. If his balance is thrown off, it'll be but a light tap to have him fall backward onto the bed. ]

...Because I meant it, you know, about kissing you all over. [ She's referencing their time in the car, when she had pledged it before. She had wanted to then, and she wants to now because he's wonderful and handsome and there's not one part of him she doesn't wish to discover or lavish attention onto. Slowly, she climbs atop of him. ]

[He drops back onto the bed at her urging, a shy but curious grin crossing his lips, and his hands reach for her as she climbs up with him, fingers finding those easy spots on her hips that are swiftly becoming his favourite. He's given control over to her, and he's fine with that, but he still wants to explore her too, so he's hoping she doesn't expect him to keep to himself while she has her way with him.]

All over? That sounds like it could take a while. Won't your lips get tired?

[He does remember that- it'd been the last time they'd ended up like this, when they'd gotten a taste of what could happen here if they were both willing and ready. He'd loved making her happy, watching her blush and squirm and gasp. If she'd wanted to experience that from his side of things, he'd sure kept her waiting long enough already.]

[ Straddling him, she leans down as her hands slide down his chest, then up again to his shoulders. Dipping her head towards him, she kisses him upon the forehead-- ] Not-- [ then at the corner of his eye, ] --when it comes-- [ his cheek, ] --to you. [ and finally his lips.

She pulls away slightly, her nose brushing against his, and then she straightens again. Whenever she's looked at him, her expression has always been affectionate. Now her eyes hold something new: a hunger for him, an interest in a way as she looks over his body. Where does she even begin-- what can she begin with? His lips again, his neck...? All places she's kissed before and wouldn't be opposed to kissing again, but...

Pyra's hands move down his sides, and her fingers tug at the edge of his shirt. ]

...We're going to need this off of you, if you don't mind.

[Helplessly, he hesitates. Just for a moment, just long enough to remember the last time. She'd asked, he'd been unable to muster the courage, and that had been the end of it. She'd never pushed, never forced it. She didn't judge. And now, with that look in her eyes, like there's a fire in them, like her flames have spread and she's hungry for more? It's like nothing he's seen before, and he doesn't want to smother it. He's not big and brawny or covered in cool tattoos, but for her...]

...I don't mind.

[No more hesitating. Instead of waiting for her he shifts his arms to prop himself up away from the mattress, giving her room to pull the fabric free.]

[ The initial hesitation has her pause, but when he props himself upward on his own, she's reassured to continue. Gingerly and slowly, Pyra lifts his shirt over his head. It's discarded to the side, all but forgotten as she's finally able to look upon the perfection of him without a shirt. And without fabric to impede her touch once more trailing up his abdomen to his shoulder, giving him a small nudge to lie back down. ] Mm... Noct?

[ He seems just a bit uncomfortable. She wants to reassure him that all of him is as she adores. So-- without delay-- she reaches for one of his hands, guiding it up to her lips to kiss him upon the back of his fingers. ] ...You're perfect.

[ And he truly is: lean and muscular in all the right ways, not too much, not too little. If she hadn't known him, she would have guessed him to be some sort of athlete. A runner, a swimmer, or something of the sort, one whose likeness could be chiseled in marble.

Of course, she won't leave him wanting or the only one partially undressed, especially if he'd be more at ease. Quietly, she then takes his hand and guides it down the center of her neck, around her crystal, and then between her breasts, trailing down her midline. As if he's pulling down a zipper, the construct of her top begins to dissolve into particles around them, fading from existence, leaving her exposed to him. She's blushing, but not uncomfortable. She wants to be like this to him. She wants to show him herself, too.

Releasing his hand, she repositions herself to be beside his head, lowering herself to him so that their lips brush. ] Now...

This time, let me do all the work, okay?

[Perfect... he likes that, as evidenced by the swift spread of flushing red across his cheeks, and the broadening smile on his lips. The idea of his body being good enough had been something he'd struggled with for a while, nevermind something as high as perfect. Even if it's just what she believes, the warmth her words give to him spreads down his body, enhanced by every touch of her fingers.

His eyes follow their hands as she guides him to move across her chest, and his blush intensifies wildly as together they remove her clothing and bare her breasts to him. His breath catches, because- she's beautiful, all of her, and she's sharing herself with him the same way. On one hand he knows it ought to feel like this is an evened playing field, but on the other hand that's perfection, in his mind. Doesn't feel like an even trade at all. He's trying not to stare, and it's merciful that she'd moved in to kiss him instead, drawing his attention back to her properly. Right- right. They were. Kissing. She was kissing all over.

....

She just showed him her boobs-]

R-right... I'm in your hands.

[Holy shit.]

[ Perhaps another time she might bask in his gaze, but she likes this more: feeling him beneath her, kissing him, knowing that she has all of his attention. Lowering herself to him, her breasts brush along his chest, cushioning her to him as she feels a brief prickle of excitement at the friction generated with their breaths...

She begins with his lips, just as before, only then for her kisses to trail along his jaw to the side of his neck, picking up where she left off. She lingers there, nursing just beneath his pulse upon the wide muscle of his neck, the spots where she had marked him last time. She's persistent, sensual, as she suckles upon the places where she knows him to be sensitive. Her lips apply pressure then suction, over and over, rediscovering whatever sounds he might make for her. Her hand drifts down his chest along his abdomen, feeling over his muscles.

Making room for herself, her legs shift over his, one moving to be between his and lifting to rub gently at where his meet with a thigh. A persistent but lightly rubbing touch is all she does for now, as if gauging just how sensitive he might be to her. ]

[He groans faintly as she rubs her body against his, closing his eyes and for a long moment just feeling her like that in the dark, focusing on the sensation of lips on skin, fingertips on bare flesh. When her leg rubs between his, she'll find him hardening under the fabric of his pants, clearly more eager and ready for her ministrations this time around. His hands tense against her, one gliding from hip to side to back in tracing circles, the other rising to sift through her hair, seeking each texture like he'd never felt it before. She's always had more bare skin than him by nature of what she wears, but- well, it's new, touching her in a different context. It's been months since they were platonic but to be properly unclothed is a unique experience all its own. And they're only halfway... he shudders, his uncertainty swiftly being overtaken by eagerness.]

I'm gonna lose count...

[Ten moves? She must've given him that many kisses already, but he makes no attempt whatsoever to stop her.]

[ He's counting. He speaking. That's two signs that indicate that what she's doing isn't good enough to distract, to really lose himself in what she wants to give him. It's difficult for her too, though, there are places upon his neck, his collarbone, his sternum and chest, that she wishes to linger upon because she loves all of these parts of him she's finally allowed to see and touch and kiss and mark. He's warm and muscular and, at her thigh, responsive to her touch. The quiet moan he gives causes a shiver of heat to pass through her, a sound that's only for her to hear, and the privateness of it causes her blush only to intensify.

So, she gives more. She moves against his hips more, she applies more pressure with her lips upon his skin more, she touches more, hands descending upon his waist and hips to tug at the drawstring of his pants, loosening it, all because she wants to hear more from him.

Following with her mouth, Pyra descends down his body with a series of wanton kisses until finally she's positioned above his groin. Her hand curves inward and beneath the hem of his pants, cupping him with a gentle but teasing pressure, slowly feeling out the fullness to him, drawing out his shape with her fingers, wanting to feel his thickness, his girth and his length, before she sees for herself. Her eyes flit up to him, watching his expression, how he responds, how he looks, how he moves.

This too. She wants to kiss here, too. And when he's ready, she will. ]

[Well, he was pretending to count at first, but he sure as hell isn't now. The further down she wanders, the less coherent he becomes, and by the time she reaches his groin he can only pant, eyes clenching, his fingers twisting in the fabric of the bed now that she's out of his reach. As she feels up his most intimate parts his breath catches on a low moan, his body growing increasingly responsive beneath her touch, and he manages to prop himself up on his elbows to watch her, eyes fighting between heavy-lidded pleasure and surprise. She really... wait, is she really...]

Pyra... [He's already so sensitive to her touch, his pulse quickening in anticipation.] A... are you sure?

[Far from a refusal, he's not unwilling- only astonished that she is.]

[ She loves seeing him like this, being slowly undone by her touches and kisses and movements, squirming as if he doesn't know what else to do with himself-- and allowing her to take the lead. This is him trusting her completely, allowing her to be privy to this side of him, and damn if it doesn't cause more warmth to spread across her own body, the energy within her fluttering excitedly.

She blushes at his question. ] V-very sure. [ She could leave it at that, but instead she volunteers more, her gaze lowering down his body. ] Since-we-rode-in-the-car-together- sure.

[ Despite admitting this, she's smiling and already shimmying down his pants and undergarment, hoping that he might find some relief that comes with being unconstrained by cloth. There's a part of her that feels bashful about being so bold, but that part is largely outdone by the part that wants to blow his mind (and blow him), wanting to give him the best experience she can. It's vain of her, but she wants him to remember this-- that she's the one who's going to do this.

Taking his length into his hand, she pumps him slowly as she positions him, dipping her head to kiss him just upon the tip as if testing the sensitivity of him with meager pressure. Her eyes flit up to him as she wets her lips with a flick of her tongue, then down, and after what seems like a small delay, she takes him into her mouth... and sucks upon him. ]

[Since then? He shouldn't be surprised - she'd clearly been momentarily conflicted about how things ended that day - but still, to wait that long...

He licks his lips and watches, panting for breath, as she exposes him and begins to do some incredible magic with her fingers. He doesn't even have time to be embarrassed about being mostly naked, she's just so- so shameless about it, like it doesn't bother her in the slightest. What cause does he have to be shamed then, if they both want it, if she's eager to do this for him? Anyway, he'd given blanket permission to-

-ah. There goes every thought in his brain, as she takes him in her mouth for the first time, a low and helpless moan escaping his lips, uttering a curse immediately after. His legs bend a little beneath her, toes curling into the sheets, growing even harder still in that wet and welcome heat. He can barely stay upright to witness what she's doing, slumped halfway back towards the pillow behind him. His expression says it all: it feels amazing, like nothing he's ever experienced or imagined before.]

[ It's unfair how in love with him she is, so much that she believes that even this is not enough because there couldn't ever be enough words or actions that could convey how she feels. But at least with this, with this, she can give him something-- a service for him, only him, from her, for his eyes and pleasure only...

Pyra raises a hand to correct the loosened strands of her cropped hair to behind her ear while her other holds him at his base. Her eyes flutter shut as she dips and bobs over and over, wetting the entire length of him with lips and tongue and suction. She's not sure which part of him he likes best to be favored, but she's trying desperately to find it and elicit more of those moans, the moans that cause her to blush all the way up to the tips of her ears.

She's into it. She's enjoying it, too, doing this for him, listening to him, feeling how the bed shifts with his legs moving and how he sinks against the mattress, making small, pleased and satisfied noises through her nose and mouth when it seems like he's responding just as she wants him to. When's the last time he ever had something like this done, she wonders-- perhaps never. Then, when was the last time he satisfied himself, or imagined it? She wants to outdo all of that, any of those other times, with just her lips alone, picking up the ante as she continues. ]

[It's a war between his sudden, desperate need for relief as she pushes him higher and higher towards what he knows instinctively will be an overwhelming rush of pleasure, and his half-buried desire to not hurt her with too much eagerness. His hips lift to meet her mouth as she slides him in and out, simulating the thrusting motion that his body longs for. Through lidded eyes he can see her move, how beautiful she looks, with wet lips turning red from her hungry ministrations, a pleased look on her face. Something about the eagerness in her eyes only serves to turn him on more, and he bites his lip, trying to keep the noise down and failing miserably. How could he possibly stay quiet, when she keeps catching him unaware with her tongue pressing against spots he never realized could be so sensitive, with her throat coaxing from his body a few dribbles of his pleasure as he builds towards completion- is built, swiftly and steadily, by her. He can barely perceive the noises he's making, only that he's fairly sure they've never been coaxed from him before.

He can feel that blessed end, thirsts for it, and it won't take him long to release at last if she takes him all the way, crying out with a stuttered mess of her name and dropping practically boneless in the throes of pleasure.]

[ It's obvious when he experiences that rush of pleasure, from the way his body tenses to the way it gives, the provocative way in which he says her name. She takes him to completion and takes in his release with a swallow, bringing up a finger to wipe at excess white at the corner of her lips. Some of his essence escapes her, but... she doesn't mind the mess that remains. Sheets can be cleaned, a shower can be taken, but it's only here and now that she might cuddle alongside him without another care.

Did she do well, she wonders. Is this enough.

She adores the way he looks right now. So content, so spent. She likes being able to do this to him, to have him be so undone. She equally enjoys being the one to give him this. ]

....Still perfect. [ She whispers this to him when she's settled next to him. Yes, even while he's rumpled and sweaty. She adores him like this, too. ]

Edited (wait she p much said that before ) 2020-09-11 00:54 (UTC)

[For a long moment he can only lay there helplessly, his heart pounding like a hammer, trying to regain control of his breath. His eyes follow her as she shifts upwards to lay beside him - he shivers as her body brushes against his - unable to stop looking at her with astonished wonder. This feeling, this rush of adrenaline and pleasure still thrumming through his body, this satisfaction... it's all her. She did this.

Perfect, she says- and while he's never as sure as her of that, he sure does feel amazing, more than words could accurately describe. He hopes it shows on his expression for her. He's not even trying to mask how he's feeling like he usually does.]

You're perfect. That felt... uhh, incredible? Holy... [He blinks.] What about you?

[She'd asked much the same of him, when their roles were last reversed, when he hadn't been ready for more. Things are a little different this time around.]

[ She cuddles against his side, one arm draping over his chest while her ankle curves around his calf, pressing her breasts to him.

What about her? She's feeling quite satisfied at finally having given him the same pleasure he had to her. She had been waiting to take him there, and the content look on his face isn't something she's likely to forget. That, and there's an undeniable arousal on her part, tender and warm and wet between her legs, her body sensitive against him. A pleasant thrumming of static pulses through her.

But if she were to put it in one word: ] Good.

[ Okay, too words: ] And h...hot.

[ She blushes. ] I loved... seeing you enjoy yourself. [ Moreso knowing he was enjoying all of it. ]

[They're both still topless, and his eyes are drawn lower as she presses against him, his cheeks flushed from the leftover pleasure she'd given to him. Hot... and she loved it. He wonders if it's really enough, to be satisfied alone when the last time she'd been so eager and sensitive, just because he'd given her that same pleasure alone last time. He's trying to get away from the habit of payback, of trading gifts and indulgences when more than anything else they both deserve to be happy. He's happy when she feels good. She clearly thinks the same way.

Shifting his position a little, careful to avoid jostling her, he slides his arm underneath her and folds her closer to himself, fingers stroking listlessly through her hair and along the back and sides of her neck, tips teasing around where she'd been so sensitive to his mouth before.]

Now you know how I felt. [And why in the aftermath it'd been plenty satisfying despite not reaching the same apex. He doesn't mind that she's more sensitive than he is, when it makes her look this happy.] And you opened the door for it, so... yeah, you're hot.

[His voice is lower as he says it, half-murmured near her ear. He kind of likes her this way, and success gives rise to confidence.]

[ Because of the last time they've engaged in something like this, he knows at least one spot upon her neck that sets her off, and Architect does he know how to tease the area with just his fingers. In her current warmed, aroused state as he pulls her to him, it feels as if he's flicking fire across her skin. Whoever knew burning could be so pleasurable?

She draws a quick breath as her body tenses, chest to his, thighs along his, toes curling inward, and her blush returns in full force as she attempts to quiet down the want for him to move more.

Her arms drape over his sides. She wants to feel him-- just. A little more. Just a little more. ] Does this mean all you needed was a little encouragement...?

Maybe... a bit.

[More like a gentle prodding in that direction, because he's pretty bad at starting things himself, apparently. Case in point: her not knowing that he was even amenable to it, because what they had going was satisfying enough that he didn't have any complaints. He won't deny that there's something incredibly satisfying about the way she looks right now though, the blush practically glowing on her cheeks, the way she subtly squirms against him, making him think back to that night and the noises he'd coaxed out of her with his mouth alone, much as she'd done to him moments ago. His fingertips continue to tease against the sensitive spots on her neck, and he can't help licking his lips, wondering if it would be too much if he just leaned in to kiss her there again... is that what she wants? Or- more than that?

He shifts a little closer, lifting a leg to curl over hers, toes brushing over the back of her calf. As close as they are, she does feel hot.]

Wanna stop? Or... want to encourage me a little more?

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and we're nsfw as of now!!

heck i'm glad you remembered bc i sure didn't

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