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Noctis Lucis Caelum ([personal profile] carbungle) wrote2025-09-05 12:18 pm
scourgingstars: (dear lord hear this call)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
you'll not tell anyone about this conversation if i answer that, right?
scourgingstars: (i'm scared; i doubt)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
i know, i know, i'm

nervous. i don't want to misstep and upset her, and i don't even know if she holds the same interest. i don't even know if i do, i'm not sure if this is right or what to do about anything

it's honerva
scourgingstars: (i'm scared; i doubt)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
i don't know

what if i'm not worth it, or i do something wrong and it all ends horribly, or i just end up hurting her by mistake?
scourgingstars: (and you're all alone)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
painfully harsh, but regrettably accurate
scourgingstars: (dear lord hear this call)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
i know that, i'm doing the best i can to convince myself otherwise

it's difficult and i'm still worried
scourgingstars: (all this pain and devastation)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
you make a fair argument

i do want to try. it's getting over the initial fears that is proving a problem.
scourgingstars: (i'm down deep and i need your help)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
you are the WORST
scourgingstars: (don't turn up when you need)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
you're a menace. absolutely terrible.
scourgingstars: (i see my red door)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
i think i'll figure it out

i appreciate your hearing me out. it did help, a little.