This might not be all that comforting, but I've almost died plenty of times. It's not as big a deal as you might think.
[Yeah actually, even as he says it, it's not comforting at all, even to himself. Take two-]
I guess I should say, uh... if it's fixed, then it shouldn't try to kill me in the future, right? So that's a one-up over the rest of them.
[Be...tter...?]
Plus, if it starts acting up again, we'd know right away and we'd have an easier time fixing it like this than if it was hidden away somewhere. If Mythra's the only one who can fix it, then we need to keep it somewhere she has access.
[ --And by the end of his small speech for take two, she closes her eyes and exhales.
She's not worried that it'll somehow corrupt on its own. ] It won't corrupt on its own. [ It's lasted far longer than he's been alive or she had been "Pyra" on its own, perfectly fine, uncorrupted. She's only worried about how he feels, if this will be one more burden on him to carry. He doesn't need more of that. ]
I don't want you carrying it to be something that worries you. Even-- even the slightest little bit, Noct.
[...Okay. Okay, maybe really think this time, because clearly he's failing to justify this properly. But that also means examining how he does feel, which is harder than he'd like to admit. How to say it without making her more worried than she is already...?]
It... would worry me more to have it out and become a burden on you, than it worries me to have it in the armory. If you think it won't get corrupted on its own, then I trust you. And if we keep it where it is, no one else can corrupt it either.
[He pockets the ring and reaches up to find her hand, fingers curling firmly.]
I want to do this. I want to help you, and I'm not so worried about it that I'd let that stop me. Okay?
[ It seems that this is what she had been waiting for: what he feels clearly spoken to her, him weighing his worry of keeping the Fetter versus having it out, his hand firmly holding hers, and what she believes is his own belief in himself that he can handle this. That, and perhaps the trust that he'll tell her if he one day cannot. She draws her gaze away from the new scar on his finger; unlike his ability to discard the Fetter if necessary, for as long as he remains in this world, he'll carry that mark....
I'm not so worried about it that I'd let that stop me."
He moves forward.
At last she smiles quietly at him, nodding her assent, as s ] ...Okay [ She nods again, more resolved this time. ] Okay.
[ Closing her eyes, her shoulders slope downward as she allows herself to relax in his presence.] ...And thank you, Noct.
[Not just with the Fetter, though he wouldn't blame her for taking it back and opting to hide it somewhere more securely instead. But for trusting his word on it, when he'd said from the start it would be okay and then it very obviously wasn't.]
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[Yeah actually, even as he says it, it's not comforting at all, even to himself. Take two-]
I guess I should say, uh... if it's fixed, then it shouldn't try to kill me in the future, right? So that's a one-up over the rest of them.
[Be...tter...?]
Plus, if it starts acting up again, we'd know right away and we'd have an easier time fixing it like this than if it was hidden away somewhere. If Mythra's the only one who can fix it, then we need to keep it somewhere she has access.
[There we go, logic! Totally reasonable answer.]
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She's not worried that it'll somehow corrupt on its own. ] It won't corrupt on its own. [ It's lasted far longer than he's been alive or she had been "Pyra" on its own, perfectly fine, uncorrupted. She's only worried about how he feels, if this will be one more burden on him to carry. He doesn't need more of that. ]
I don't want you carrying it to be something that worries you. Even-- even the slightest little bit, Noct.
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It... would worry me more to have it out and become a burden on you, than it worries me to have it in the armory. If you think it won't get corrupted on its own, then I trust you. And if we keep it where it is, no one else can corrupt it either.
[He pockets the ring and reaches up to find her hand, fingers curling firmly.]
I want to do this. I want to help you, and I'm not so worried about it that I'd let that stop me. Okay?
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I'm not so worried about it that I'd let that stop me."
He moves forward.
At last she smiles quietly at him, nodding her assent, as s ] ...Okay [ She nods again, more resolved this time. ] Okay.
[ Closing her eyes, her shoulders slope downward as she allows herself to relax in his presence.] ...And thank you, Noct.
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[Not just with the Fetter, though he wouldn't blame her for taking it back and opting to hide it somewhere more securely instead. But for trusting his word on it, when he'd said from the start it would be okay and then it very obviously wasn't.]