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Noctis Lucis Caelum ([personal profile] carbungle) wrote2025-09-05 12:18 pm
scourgingstars: (auroram videre potest)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-03 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
well


i suppose that is the logical route, isn't it

i've never had to think about this before, usually aera merely wrenched my arm out of the socket pulling me between solheim ruins


[not that he complained, mind you]
scourgingstars: (dear lord hear this call)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
you'll not tell anyone about this conversation if i answer that, right?
scourgingstars: (i'm scared; i doubt)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
i know, i know, i'm

nervous. i don't want to misstep and upset her, and i don't even know if she holds the same interest. i don't even know if i do, i'm not sure if this is right or what to do about anything

it's honerva
scourgingstars: (i'm scared; i doubt)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
i don't know

what if i'm not worth it, or i do something wrong and it all ends horribly, or i just end up hurting her by mistake?
scourgingstars: (and you're all alone)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
painfully harsh, but regrettably accurate
scourgingstars: (dear lord hear this call)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
i know that, i'm doing the best i can to convince myself otherwise

it's difficult and i'm still worried
scourgingstars: (all this pain and devastation)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
you make a fair argument

i do want to try. it's getting over the initial fears that is proving a problem.
scourgingstars: (i'm down deep and i need your help)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
you are the WORST
scourgingstars: (don't turn up when you need)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
you're a menace. absolutely terrible.
scourgingstars: (i see my red door)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-10-04 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
i think i'll figure it out

i appreciate your hearing me out. it did help, a little.